I have had the unfortunate pleasure of really noticing my shape in the mirror. And I mean REALLY noticing. It’s not that I beleive I will ever be my 130 lb self again, but I do need to do something to take some weight off so a walk to the corner doesn’t knock me out.
When we get snowed in I get cabin fever. I will happily walk to the coffee shop, a corner store, or the grocery store just to get out. Unfortunatley my body cannot handle it. I am usually red faced and barely able to breathe, employees tend to freak out and want to call 911. And I sit around and think about doing exercise and whatnot but I have some hangups. First I hate to exercise in front of people. Especially the hubs who is ten times more sedentary than me. Why? Cause he likes to inform me that I am not “doing it right”. Nothing is more irritating than having a fellow fatty (who is twice your size) tell you that you are doing it wrong while they are sitting with a bag of cheetos. Just saying. But the other issue I have is I am not motivated in the winter which is usually when I am at my biggest. Come spring and summer I love to be outdoors. Whether it’s just walking outside, camping, hiking, or just sitting outside. I feel my most invigorated when I am outside in warmer weather. Winter makes me want to be inside. I don’t like being cold and I don’t like being out in the cold. I used to take morning walks, not since it got cold though. So I don’t know what to do. I want to be moving around but I don’t want to be cold. BLAH!
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