The lack of writing has killed me. I think that with all of the major events that have taken place over the last couple of weeks, my poor brain just got whacked out. So I jokingly mentioned that I should eat some Alphabet Soup and maybe my words will come back to me.
I am knee deep in reflection right now. I have some projects coming up that will have me blogging at my secondary space called A Day In The Life Of A Priestess. I know. A second blog. Ironic isn’t it?
I am also getting used to kids back in school and still trying to find new employment. I see a temp service tomorrow morning to assist with that.
I am looking at my daily practice. It’s been getting a wee bit stale and I need to spice it up a bit. Last week I spent a lot of time walking in the late evenings. I know it sounds like exercise but I journeyed into that dark for the purpose of working out some fears. It helped tremendously! So I want to continue doing that to help my practice stray from the mundane. Not sure how else to spice it up but I think I will be researching some new ways to actually practice so that I can reconnect with that excitement that I used to get in the very beginning.
I am also in a new stage of life. My children have grown up so much and I find myself almost in a newer mother stage. I am not sure how to explain it but I feel like the older mother. Middle aged mother I guess you could say. Hm, no. Almost like a queen. I am recognizing my growth in wisdom (although I still have loads to learn!) and I am quite comfortable at feeling older. The thought of being 30 again would make me panic. The 20′s would probably cause a heart attack. And I don’t know if any of that made sense to you but that is where I am.
And through it all, I want to set aside one day a week to write a prayer or poem for my prayer book. I used to do that but I have strayed. I miss it so.
So there it is. What have you been up to lately?