Posts belonging to Category Depressed

When Children Die

    I don’t know that I have ever admitted this here but I am terrified that my kids will die. I know that at some point they will but I always envision it as when they are adults and I am already passed on. Because that is the “normal” way of our children dying, [...]

Mom Fail

I am at that point where I think I cannot catch a freaking break. Took the boy to the dentist yesterday and ended up feeling like the world’s worst mother. Turns out he has 8 teeth needing work. We are looking at a baby root canal (that crack in the tooth turned out to be [...]

Healing

It’s come to a head that I need to really work on healing from some familial issues. It’s not going to be pretty. I am having to make some seriously hard decisions and make them fast. It’s time that I deal with this stress head on and eliminate the stress because after 35 years it’s [...]

Dreams

It’s 5:00 am. I haven’t been up this early in a long time. Can’t help it this morning though, I have had a hell of a dream and I need to get it out. I had a discussion with the hubs about dreams. He was contemplating how it was we knew when we were in [...]

Really 2010???

I didn’t have what I considered that high of expectations for 2010. I just wanted to see the economy improve and maybe a few less deaths this yea. Really…..that was all I wanted. And seven days into the new year, I am ready to go back to 2009. The Car – so our car is [...]